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Friday, 23 May 2008

  • I'm listening to Chinese music now. And I think it's really nice, cause it really reflects how I feel.

    快乐那年我们几岁
    看透还没学会
    心里面住着一个鬼
    快乐不是只红酒杯
    狂欢换一次醉
    醒来后夜更黑
    我以为长大一些冷漠一些
    对谁都防备
    可以让快乐逃走又回归
    才知道知足无缺热情谦卑
    真心的赞美
    那是多么不容易有的誓约
    啦……
    快乐隐瞒着一种悲
    伤心仍学不会
    打开那上锁的心扉
    快乐不需要被包围
    不需要擦眼泪
    痛快的哭一回
    我相信长大一些用心一些
    失败不气馁
    难过的时候会有朋友陪
    也相信有爱就留有梦就醉
    失败无所谓
    才是快乐不会离开的体会

    I'm trying not to brood over the many things that are coming my way. I don't feel like going for service, caregroups, camps and prayer meets altogether. People will see this, and it will soon spread.

    BUT THE POINT I WANT TO MAKE IS THAT

    NOT GOING FOR SERVICE/CG/CAMPS/PM
    =/=
    DON'T LOVE/WANT TO SERVE GOD.

    Say that I'm living in self denial, I'm delusioned. I don't care. I don't give a damn, I don't want to give a damn. I mean, I have activities on every single day of the week, I'm not as free as most of you are. If that's they way you people are thinking, I have nothing more to say.

Sunday, 11 May 2008

  • I remember, the times we used to have when I was young. While you were on the phone with the broker, talking about the shares of the company HeShe, Boy and I kept going "shi shi" (pee) non stop till you were so embarrassed.

    Dear Mom,
    Maybe you won't read this, but, Happy Mothers' Day. I really hope that I can talk to you about the things I don't usually do.

Friday, 02 May 2008

Sunday, 13 April 2008

  • I'm despicable, no one likes me.
    I don't make effort, no one likes me.
    I breach my friend's trust, no one likes me.
    No one likes me, and I'd probably be better off dead.

    I did severe injustice to a friend, and to think that I'm in Justice. Fuck okay, I bet she's gonna take a penknife and stab me on Monday.

    I'm angry with myself, I'll fling myself out of this window someday.

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